That's her Name!

She is formless, she is invisible
When she lays her piercing eyes on you
Your emotions erupt and stew
& the deepest secrets you’ve tried to elude
Surface in front of you

She comes in many faces, many times
I’ve seen her with my naked eyes
Seduce a soul with blissful promises
Marches through the lows and Highs
Lies are truth, now truths are lies

Confused? Yes, that’s a part of her charm
When she whips you UP, then brings you down
You think you might be safe from her
But little do you know,
She turns scholars into boys and boys into dough

She comes & goes, like a revolving door
I’ve made endless love to her pain,
I’ve lost my life’s virginity
& I’ve surrendered to her reign

She swims through my veins
clouds my mind like a sandstorm blur
If you don’t know who she is,
Or don’t remember who you were
Then you are blessed to know
You have never really met her

Her name tastes soft and rich on your lips
Her sound so luscious, so supple
Her pain shoots poisoned daggers into a heart
Leaves not a single soul behind
No child, no family, no couple

LOSS! That’s her name
She’s in love with me or inlove with the game
LOSS! That’s her name.
She enjoys seeing me survive or enjoys seeing me in pain

You’ve taken everything away from me
What else do you want??
I lay here, alone, dead from the inside
Yet my blood still pumps

No mother, no father, no brother- all lost
No childhood, No Teenage life, No life- all robbed
No love, No family, nothing permanent- all temps
No child, No Wife, No friend- Time to repent

What else do you need to take from me?
What the fuck have I done!?!
They say everybody leaves
So why can’t I be that one!?

A little more fight

“It's important to give it all you have while you have the chance.” - Shania Twain

I didn’t expect anything extraordinary
Just wanted to see you fight
*crickets* Nothing happened
The truth was shed in light

I try to tell you how I feel
Express the pain in my chest
But you only listen to your own voice
Similiar to all the rest

I don’t need a list of your sacrifices
I never took that away
I wanted to see you fighting
Match your actions with what you say

I built walls around my soul
I brought them down & you climbed through
I asked you for a little more
& you became this person I never knew

One day you will realize
What more you could have done
I leave the past behind me
Because tomorow has just begun