I cry for you, I cry for us, I cry for me
Yet with every drop, I pierce and thrust that heart in me...
Yes with every drop, I curb and hush that heart in me..
And it hurts me too but I just look at you…
As it seems that all I do is numbly watch
While I secretly mourn… I secretly mourn
the future you are destorying infront of me...
What have I done to you?!
Nothing except give you tenderness, affection and warmth
& I want to run…
Away from you, from all the truth between your arms
Still I need your hug …
The hug of a woman clinching my heart
And I hug you…
Though it’s you who pricked my heart
I hug you for comfort while you’re the one who hurt me...
I hug you for comfort while thats what you took from me...
Well, regardless…
I look at you…and oh! How I hate the silence in your eyes,
I still look at you… cursing all those untold words inside,
And you hold me tight…despite the wounds, reality and lies.
Then you utter words …words of love that I deserve
'Cause I hate you then I like you then.. then I don't feel either …
I hate your peace, I hate your pace, I hate my doubts, I hate your embrace
I hate them all… still I shed my tears,
I hate them all… still I hear the truth in your heartbeats,
And I look at you...
Still I choose to secretly mourn
I mourn our togetherness...
I mourn our togetherness as I see
A hollow corpse, a wondering ghost…
Someone who’s dead but living anyway
And I can't help but wonder,
is it you or is it me?
