Monday, December 26, 2011

My Strong Beautiful Woman

I’ve been on this quest for love

And it has not been easy

I’m not looking for the impossible

Just a strong woman to please me

While I please her

And im not talking about the pleasing

That your dirty minds be feeling

But the pleasing of each of our beings

Where the oxygen she is breathing

Keeps me alive

And the world that I photograph

Through my fluttering eyes

Keeps her from going blind

And the power that she builds

From the ups and downs of life

Keep me in strength

Because she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



My woman will not be less than a queen

Disguised as a natural born solider

Because contrary to common belief

Men do get weak

And that’s why she’s my independent woman

The provider to my soul

She feed me love and kindness

Protects our empire from the cold

-ness of the world that we live in

She is the joints that keeps my body

Standing up in the face of adversity

And the link from her mind to mine

To remind me when I’m far away from her love

In a different city

Fighting temptation in its different forms

That she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



It takes a strong beautiful woman

To make a man like me feel complete

The kind of woman that can

Get me aroused by one simple kiss

Cause if I had to state the things I love about her

I’d have to sit here and write

A long list

Like how she is my equal

But submissive when the time is right

How she makes me forget about my day

When she wraps her arms around me at night

and

How she is the perfect combination

Of strong and gentle

Can’t last a day without her

And how our love is passionately mental

and

Like how it feels to be proud off her,

The accomplishments she has made

But what entices me

Are the scarifies she used as a mean to proclaim

Our love and the future she envisions

Her name, my last,in a ring of promises

that will celebrate our union

and help us find what was infront of us

but we have been missing

I will unite with her, one body, one soul

one time, forever

Because she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



yet i write this as i wait

as I’m still searching

for my goddess to emerge

and find me

her real man

of true grit and courage

and i wait

with all my hope

for my strong beautiful woman

i am here and waiting

Strong beautiful woman

Saturday, December 17, 2011

My girlfriend is in love with her ex

It’s simple, straightforward
My girlfriend is in love with her ex
I’m caught in this triangle
With Love, hate and neglect

She reminds me everyday
Without a word parting her lips
That she misses his presences
His gentle touch on her hips

I see her looking at old pictures
Reminiscing of their past
Then looking through my soul
Wondering if our shit will ever last

She reminds me everyday
That with him, she had it good
But why the fuck is she with me?
That the simple thing I never understood

She gazes out the window
And paranoia spins me a tale
I see him and her together
And imagination spares no details

She reminds me everyday
Without saying a single word
That she connected with him
Through an invisible umbilical cord

She still wears his necklace
The bow and cross heart, he gave her
And when she’s nervous or lying
She grabs that pendant to save her

She remind me of him
Even though he is in the past
But it’s like having a ghost
Haunt ever minute like it’s our last

She compares me to him
Silently in her mind on a constant basis
Wishing i’d be him, do the things he did
And not take her through emotional phases

She reminds me of him
When she says “Baby you’ve changed”
“I miss how you loved me
& why are you acting so estranged??”

She reminds me of him
& how things used to be between them
I just forget that back then
The old me used to be him