You Make Me Feel

You make me feel
Like having my favorite cool drink on the hottest day of the summer
Like finding a 10$ bill in between my sofa seats
You make me feel
Like the fresh scent of shampoo, after a nice warm shower
Like the countdown of NYE, in the bustle of Times Square
You make me feel
Like breakfast in bed & pancakes with a smiley face
Like catching a glimpse of a shooting star
You make me feel
Like a childhood of chasing the ice-cream truck down the road
Like coming home to find my house chores were already done
You make me feel
Like beasting a workout, and beating my own personal best time
Like finding the right hairstyle that makes me look awesome
You make me feel
Like finding a home cooked meal, ready when you get home
Like standing off a cliff, as you are about to bungee jump
You make me feel
Like getting a Good Morning text from someone you crush on
Like building a snowman in the front yard
You make me feel
Like watching your child grow up to be more than you've dreamed of
Like dressing up for a sexy night out
You make me feel
Like cuddling up in front of the fire place, and watching re-run of sitcoms
Like the smell of warm cookies out the oven
You make me feel
Like there’s no feeling but you

Strong Beautiful Woman Part 2

I’ve been on this quest for love
And it has not been easy
I thought what I was looking for was impossible
but here it is
within my grip, seizing me


I found my strong beautiful woman who pleases me
While I please her
And im not talking about the pleasing
That your dirty minds be dreaming
But the pleasing of each of our beings
Where the air she’s breathing
intoxicates me in a way that keeps me feening
for her brown eyes to pierce through me


I can only see the world in her eyes
and everything she photographs throught them
embeds the color of life
breathes meaning to things that had no meaning
Her eyes reflect every flutter
of wind, that brought together our faiths
its Gods way of giving us a taste
of the potential love we can create


She’s the true meaning
The human to my being
I can’t take a breath
Without her image streaming
in my deepest thoughts,
Screaming
From true happiness
because I found her
When i was sure i would never
I have her
my strong beautiful woman for forever


My angel disguised as a queen
she is my heart when it beats
my soul when it sleeps
My strength when I am weak
She sees me beyond the thick skin
that I’ve wrapped myself within
She is the joints that keeps my body
Standing up tall and straight
she is the capital of my life
if I’m Brooklyn, she’s New York State!


My strong beautiful woman is my equal
yet submissive when the time is right
She is a warrior
yet the peacemaker when we fight
she is my happily ever after
the rainbow when it rains
she is my essence of laughter
she is the life in my veins
She is my strong beautiful woman

My Strong Beautiful Woman

I’ve been on this quest for love

And it has not been easy

I’m not looking for the impossible

Just a strong woman to please me

While I please her

And im not talking about the pleasing

That your dirty minds be feeling

But the pleasing of each of our beings

Where the oxygen she is breathing

Keeps me alive

And the world that I photograph

Through my fluttering eyes

Keeps her from going blind

And the power that she builds

From the ups and downs of life

Keep me in strength

Because she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



My woman will not be less than a queen

Disguised as a natural born solider

Because contrary to common belief

Men do get weak

And that’s why she’s my independent woman

The provider to my soul

She feed me love and kindness

Protects our empire from the cold

-ness of the world that we live in

She is the joints that keeps my body

Standing up in the face of adversity

And the link from her mind to mine

To remind me when I’m far away from her love

In a different city

Fighting temptation in its different forms

That she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



It takes a strong beautiful woman

To make a man like me feel complete

The kind of woman that can

Get me aroused by one simple kiss

Cause if I had to state the things I love about her

I’d have to sit here and write

A long list

Like how she is my equal

But submissive when the time is right

How she makes me forget about my day

When she wraps her arms around me at night

and

How she is the perfect combination

Of strong and gentle

Can’t last a day without her

And how our love is passionately mental

and

Like how it feels to be proud off her,

The accomplishments she has made

But what entices me

Are the scarifies she used as a mean to proclaim

Our love and the future she envisions

Her name, my last,in a ring of promises

that will celebrate our union

and help us find what was infront of us

but we have been missing

I will unite with her, one body, one soul

one time, forever

Because she is my woman

My strong beautiful woman



yet i write this as i wait

as I’m still searching

for my goddess to emerge

and find me

her real man

of true grit and courage

and i wait

with all my hope

for my strong beautiful woman

i am here and waiting

Strong beautiful woman

My girlfriend is in love with her ex

It’s simple, straightforward
My girlfriend is in love with her ex
I’m caught in this triangle
With Love, hate and neglect

She reminds me everyday
Without a word parting her lips
That she misses his presences
His gentle touch on her hips

I see her looking at old pictures
Reminiscing of their past
Then looking through my soul
Wondering if our shit will ever last

She reminds me everyday
That with him, she had it good
But why the fuck is she with me?
That the simple thing I never understood

She gazes out the window
And paranoia spins me a tale
I see him and her together
And imagination spares no details

She reminds me everyday
Without saying a single word
That she connected with him
Through an invisible umbilical cord

She still wears his necklace
The bow and cross heart, he gave her
And when she’s nervous or lying
She grabs that pendant to save her

She remind me of him
Even though he is in the past
But it’s like having a ghost
Haunt ever minute like it’s our last

She compares me to him
Silently in her mind on a constant basis
Wishing i’d be him, do the things he did
And not take her through emotional phases

She reminds me of him
When she says “Baby you’ve changed”
“I miss how you loved me
& why are you acting so estranged??”

She reminds me of him
& how things used to be between them
I just forget that back then
The old me used to be him

Prisoner

"Can you really ever get over some you loved??"- Sam.G.

Surrounded by four walls that contain me

I still want to win even though I have lost

Caught in this cycle of back on forth

I can’t explain the feeling of not knowing

How much pain, a love can cost



I never think twice

But I can’t seem to stop thinking of you

So I pedal backwards

Retreat in my steps, and erase you

I know I can’t move forward

If I keep looking back, at the rearview



I have to move on

Best now than later

But better late than never

But never late is better

because I’m still going to arrive

To that place where I got high

to balance out the lows

that you have caused



My competitive nature has altered its route

I am not a second option,

My option is to do right

If Pain is weakness leaving the body

So why don’t you just go away

I spent so many nights wishing

For tomorrow to be that day



I tell myself I don’t care for you

But when my mind attempts deception

My perceptions rats me out

Lays me bare in front of my insecurities

And has my emotions tie me down

I’m a prisoner of my own mind

A captive of your love



I fight these shackles off

That keep me in love with you

In love with the pain

In love with the same creature

That drove Adam Insane



He made a mistake

And betrayed who he is

for who his heart ached for

who am I to blame you for?

the things I cant stop myself to do

so, I say you hold me captive

but it’s me who can’t let go of you!

Bitch..... FUCK YOU!!

We've all dated hoes...*shrugs* - S.J.Gordon


It's always been about you yourself
And fucking you again
I was in a relationship with a hoe
I heard about them other men
You were nothing but a waste of time
Thought you were priceless
but bitch turned into a dime
Outa sight, outa mind
cause when I wasn’t round
She didn’t mind lending her behind
to any chauffer who’d offer this hoe a ride

Aint crying over your trifling ass
Im long gone
Moved on
Aint trying to get you back
but I got one fact
that I wont retract, because

You make we wanna say
Fuck you and all your twisted lies
you thought I couldn’t live without you,
Now you watch me fly
I haven’t said all my peace just yet
the last thing I wanna say to you
Is Bitch………..Fuck you, you piece of shit!

You told me that it’s only me
& Shit I felt the same
I know you well enough
Bitch to know that you were playing games
Fuck all those promises
Yes love let me down
Mama said never trust a trick
Should of listened now
I never knew what’s my issues
before it hits the stands
so I heard how you sucked that nigga
and played it like “Im ur man”
After all that we've bled through
I’ve come to say I hate you
or at least just pretend to
So Fuck You!

Aint crying over your trifling ass
Im long gone
Moved on
Aint trying to get you back
but I got one fact
that I wont retract, because

You make we wanna say
Fuck you and all your twisted lies
you thought I couldn’t live without you,
Now you watch me fly
I haven’t said all my peace just yet
the last thing I wanna say to you
Is Bitch………..Fuck you, you piece of shit!

I loved you like my religion

At some point of our life, we put so much into loving someone and end up heartbroken.....and to be honest...never were we the same again......We need to stop loving people like its OUR RELIGION!! - S. J Gordon...

I loved you like my religion
Saw salvation through your eyes
I felt THE greater power
Every time you were nearby

I prayed to God every Sunday
To bless me with a woman of faith
And you appeared, my angle
Worth every minute of my wait

I love you like my religion
I dreamed of our afterlife
I let Jesus seize the wheel
I left it all to father Christ

The answer to my prayers
Those eyes that made me confess
With you, I saw my heaven
A life of happiness and true bless

If only I knew you were the devil’s mirage
Captured my heart, and my love was crucified
Judas- that is you!
I’ve unveiled your disguise

I loved you like my religion
But you stuck a knife through my creeds
Heard my cries through the nights
Watched my soul slowly bleed

The Trinity you spoke of
Was you, the other guy and me
You’ve resurrected my holy ghost
Your love is blasphemy

I loved you like my religion
But you took away my faith
Bitch, I’m an Atheist now
Fuck religion, it’s a waste!